I passed!

Assalamu'alaikum.

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Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah. Thanks Allah.

As for today, we, batch 09/10, semester 5, were all succeed in Objective Structured Clinical Exam, OSCE (we should be in semester 6 right now, but because of our practical was 7 credit hours, so, we have to be really really patient on this just because of our practical for this semester is 3 months and a half).

So disgusting, I couldn't believe it at first because students who were on the same batch like us, had started their semester 6 about a month and will finish their study on March 2012.

But, we are not lucky as them. What was written by Allah, we have to accept this. Because I believe in Allah, there is wisdom behind it. We may finish our study on July 2012. So pity!

But, today, for what I told as before, we were so happy today. All thanks to Allah. And I have to keep promise on myself to have fasting vows as it was my intention if I passed the OSCE.

The OSCE was done to apply clinical and theoretical knowledge. What we learned in the class, what we practiced in lab, what we applied on patients in the hospital, they all need to be applied in OSCE. That was very nervous for us. Even, each station (actually we have 5 stations, and each of them were given only 5 minutes to do a procedure, depends on the questions and situations given) was only 5, we were so so so nervous till I felt like my heart was out of my body.

And, what a very shocked to me is, I was in the first group! They put the names randomly. Plus, it was my first time to be the first. Before this, they organized the names in order either started from above or below, and my name will be in the middle!

Although I was the first, but, I finished it earlier than others. HAHA. So, happy. Sometimes, it is good to be the first, because, all nervous will be just in seconds. Maybe. Thanks to Professor for coming and visiting us! You really really give us zest! You told us to always think about happiness, not negative thinking such as always think about failure.

And yes, honestly, I have failed three times in OSCE, so that's why, every OSCE, I will think about failure and nervous comes to me out of sudden. Just imagine if it was you in my situation, nothing will change, right?

Even I try very harder and always practice, failure will come to me even without inviting it. But, now, I succeed it. Truly, I was very happy. I never fail in subjects when I was in primary and secondary school, but, when it comes to university, I faced it, I felt it. And now, I know what's the failure is all about. It teaches us to be always grateful to Allah. People are so true, everyone will face the failure even before this he or she was a successful person.

And, it all me here, who experiences it. Don't let your ego makes you down, or you will disappointed for the entire of your life.

Let us be happy, whatever comes, just face it and make it as your challenge in you life. Without challenge, our life is empty. Just put our believe in Allah always, make doa to Him everyday, every minute, every second, and InsyaAllah, something good will wait for us. We just need to be patient, and patient, and patient, ALWAYS :)

Live for it happily even you face a thousand failure!