If you could understand me now

Let these words speak to you,

Sometimes, people still don't understand what others are trying to say from the bottom of their hearts.
They want us to know their problems, but they never tell us, just because they are too choosy in trusting each other.
And then they told the whole world, that you never found the best one in your life.
Why?
What I'm trying to say here is, I'm not a person who loves to hang out, have some fun together, and to socialize.
Because, I'll get bored easily.
Yes, sometimes, I do love it, but, it depends on my mood.
When I say no, it means NO!
Sorry if I'm hurting some of you.
I'm not a person who likes to reply messages, wasting my time to those things that give no benefits, to comment on every thing you posted.
But, I'm a person who remembers all my friends in my heart, in my du'as.
But still, people don't get to use to understand.
I'm not mad.
But, I know how you feel.
Me too, feel the way you feel, to be loved, to be understood.
Just be yourself, dears.

Err, someone? No, I mean my friends :)