Tonight

there i am
i lose something beyond my expectation
as the day moved on
i'm still the same
kept saying this and that
without any action
i'm not supposed to be like that
trying and trying
feeling like giving up
i can't think
i got mad sometimes
i don't know what to do
this is not me
i lose myself
i always ended up with crying
tonight
just be myself
show them that i can do it
today
i am better than you
but maybe tomorrow
you will be better than me (mariaelena)